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Intro
01:26
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Lana Del Ray Mysterio
02:29
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I'm always dying when the sun sets and lying through my teeth, pretending that i'm okay but the stress is killing me
Life and death, life and death, it's all the same to me
Pressure, pressure, pressure, pressure, just to succeed
I'll kill myself to help you if it means you're safe
Every time I think of all the hurtful stuff i've done it destroys me
Treat me as the man I am, not the man that I should be
Treat me as the man I am, not the man that I should be
Lie to me, to my face, cos I need to feel something
I'll pretend i'm okay until I am okay
Lie to me, to my face, cos I need to feel something
I'll pretend i'm okay until I am okay
Lie to me, to my face, cos I need to feel something
I'll pretend I'm okay until I am okay
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(prison)
03:07
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My words just taste like venom from my mouth, after all these years i've finally worked that out
I'm a testament to all your sins, draw me out, breathe me in
I'm beside myself
Fits of panic, feeling nothing, just in my head
Doing nothing, hoping for something, betrayed by my own health
There's nothing that I can do anymore that makes me feel like I did before
Scream your name in silence, baptise myself in violence
My words just taste like venom from my mouth, after all these years i've finally worked that out
I'm a testament to all your sins, draw me out, breathe me in
I'm as low as I can go, don't act like you didn't know
I'll feel like this forever, I don't change like the weather
I'm as low as I can go, don't act like you didn't know
I'll feel like this forever, I don't change like the weather
Clear my mind with a fucking bullet, lay me to rest before I infest
Clear my mind with a fucking bullet, lay me to rest before I infest
Clear my mind with a fucking bullet
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I don't think I'm capable of waking up alone
I hate the emptiness I feel everyday
You're all I see, you're all I need you're all I see, you're all I need
I just feel so low without you next to me, I just feel so incomplete without you
I just feel so low without you next to me, I just feel so incomplete
Do you still think of me the same way you used to?
I never though that you'd end up with me
I still love the way your lips curve into a smile when we kiss
You're all I see, you're all I need you're all I see, you're all I need
I just feel so low without you next to me, I just feel so incomplete without you
I just feel so low without you next to me, I just feel so incomplete
I don't care about myself but I still care about you
I don't care about myself but I still care about you
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Co-dependence anxiety
02:51
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Let me just go back to the start when our hearts were younger
All my life i've only ever wanted to be stronger
Now everything you say resonates in the best kinda way
I don't wanna be alone, i've got co-dependence anxiety
I wish I could turn back time to the point where I first made you mine
I would never be without you
Love you forever, doubtful never
Be here always?
Love you forever, doubtful never
Be here always?
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The incredible sulk
02:06
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The idea of being alone is haunting me more and more with each passing week
As sad as that seems, as sad as I seem, I wouldn't trade it for anything
I hope you understand I still hold value in everything you say
Even if it breaks my heart, its okay
Now some nights I awake in fits at the thought of losing you
In a way its comforting you know?
At least it means i'll never let you go
I hope you understand I still hold value in everything you say
Even if it breaks my heart, its okay
Everything I do revolves around you, all these words I write dance on paper
Everything I do revolves around you, all these words I write dance on paper
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I need to feel important
02:56
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The winter wind makes me ache in ways that my heart can't take When every day feels the same, the same choices i've already made
I won't be part of history, a stranger in my own skin
Ill-equipped for everything
I'm gone and all thats left is the sin
Shout my name, sing this song
I need to feel important, i need to feel enjoyment
Shout my name, sing this song
I need to feel important, I need to feel
Nothing lasts forever, thats what I tell myself.
The pain goes on forever, It's way too late to ask for help
Nothing lasts forever, thats what I tell myself
The pain goes on forever, it's way too late
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There must be more
03:46
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Watch me self destruct again and again
Tell me the words I need to hear cos I hate myself, I hate myself, I hate
Tell me when do things get clear cos I hate myself, I hate myself, I hate
Writing songs about my death is just important foreshadowing
An interesting plot point that becomes relevant later
I try, I try, I try but nothing makes sense
A temple of insecurities
A vault shrouded in sin
Is there anything at all?
Cos there's still more I wanna see but I'm still sad and I still hurt but I'm still me, I just feel worse
Is there anything at all?
Cos there's still more I wanna see but I'm still sad and I still hurt but I'm still me, I just feel worse
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Spill my guts on the floor, like I did yesterday and the day before
You shouldn't have got to know me, I'll only ever let you down
Take my hand, show me something new
A special place that's built for me and you
Take my life so I can be brand new, there's nothing and no one that feels like you
I can't breathe now, it's amazing how I split myself in two
Can you see now?
I'm nothing like the man you always thought you knew
Push away my friends, they'll only leave me in the end
Why the fuck am I so fucking boring?
Throw away my life, mostly in the night
Oh my god, I'm so fucking annoying
Annoying
I'm abrasive and underwhelming 27 years of saying the same things
I'm abrasive and underwhelming 27 years and not progressing
I'm abrasive and underwhelming
27 years of saying the same things
I'm abrasive and underwhelming 27 years and not progressing
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Abysmal Grimsby, UK
3 sadbois with the coolest of jams
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