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Started smoking again, it makes my lungs feel at home
started drinking again, it makes me not feel at all
I'm a fucking mess, my hair and the way that i dress
i'm a fucking mess
I feel so sure
Feeling myself, dont wanna feel like anyone else
feeling so sure, a feeling ive never felt before
nothing has changed except the weather and your face
nothing has changed
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There are so many things that i don't tell no one. Like how much I miss you when you're gone.
You can love me if you want to, I'll let you down. You can leave me if you need to, you're better of.
I wish I enjoyed my own company but I'm so bored of being me.
You can love me if you want to, I'll let you down. You can leave me if you need to, you're better of.
You can love me or you can leave me.
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I'm only not lonely when you come around. I always have thoughts that bring me down.
Most times I'm sad, sometimes I'm not. But all I know is you're all i've got.
I'm tired of my head and how it pushes me to do things I don't want to. I'm pretty sure I don't want to end my life but I probably will anyway.
Most times I'm sad, sometimes I'm not. But all I know is you're all I've got.
I'm so tired of being tired, so upset of being upset. My days on repeat and I want it to end.
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Fielding- Throwing up
02:29
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It's just like throwing up
your eyes are closed and the words are stuck
The words in your mouth they wont come out
my mind is turning inside out
It's just like throwing up
your eyes are closed and the words are stuck
Why don't you want me?
like I want you
Things don't change they never will
Im all alone and you hate me still
Save me from myself.
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